awkward
I would describe myself as socially awkward. I know I’m not the only person on the internet that is socially awkward but sometimes it feels that way. I had hoped that social media would help me be more sociable but instead most days I still feel like I’m on the outside looking in. I know that to get beyond this feeling I need to jump in but mostly it feels like I’d be interrupting.
It is hard to watch a conversation flow and feel that it is ok to jump in. If I were at a cocktail party and I jumped into a conversation it would probably grind to a halt. I know that to get to know people I need to jump in but sometimes I’m not sure how people will react so I hold back. Blerg!
I’m not sure how to wrap this up. This has been on my mind quite a bit lately and I thought that writing about it might help but I feel extremely self conscious and I’m temped to just delete this.
So does anyone else think that “awkward” looks wrong? I know that if you say a word too many times it starts to sound weird but awkward just looks awkward!
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